Lately my study sucks too much, I've been thinking maybe I should give up drawing and stuff once and for all. Not only I need to spend more time studying, I also have been lacking the mood to draw anything. I'm still wondering what I should do.

Certainly many people would tell me to just continue both and manage time carefully, but the problem is I'm a terrible time manager. I've never had a schedule for daily routines. And I bet no one would tell me to give up college life instead. Usually when I get into any education system, I'd aim for top ten. But now in Tokyo Tech I think it'd be SUPER GREAT if I could at least graduate. Come on, I understood the lecture but they never gave out any techniques on how to actually answer the questions! I mean there are infinite ways to answer the questions given and only if you're lucky enough can you figure out the simplest and least mind-confusing way. When they hand out the answers I'd look at them and say "Oh, so that's how you do it", but then again how am I supposed to know that?! Sigh, that's why I think the best way would be to set my mind to 100% analysis mode instead of day-dreaming mode.

In the past eventhough I barely updated SS like now, at least I did lotsa other drawings. And that was the reason I was lazy to draw SS. But now I don't even have the time. Not even for simple drawings. Due to the mood I can't even draw during lectures anymore, no idea would come out. (Don't worry even if I draw during lectures I can concentrate on what they're teaching)

If anybody got any good idea please tell me.